A Sign From Above

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I watch through the rain-spattered windshield as the flock rises as one out of the winter-mud flooded field, dirt-darkened white wings showing gray against the not-quite-light sky.  Their awkwardly graceful choreographed take-off is a sight to behold.

They winter here, landing white in early November to wait out the Siberian cold.  Then in the spring, with feathers mudded brown and feet caked in months’ worth of cinerescent farm-field muck, they fly north once more.

They are flying now – less a ballet than a synchronized swim through drenched chill air – and I shake myself free of their mesmerizing spirograph flight-dance long enough to grab my camera.  I have lived here for years – in this state for 16, in Snow Goose country for eight – and I have never yet taken a photo of this ornithological spectacle.

My husband, driving, sees what I am attempting to do and slows the car as I lean forward in the passenger seat, tilting my cameraphone at an up-angle as we approach their overhead flight path.

Snap.

One shot taken.

Adjusting the viewfinder, I pause, waiting until they are directly over us before…

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Feve’s 5: Examining Fantasy

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FANTASY

Fantasy, in a dreaming-up-scenarios / mentally-running-away-to-lala-land kind of way, is a skill in which I would be voted Least Likely To Succeed.  Perhaps it is a spill-over of my overly pragmatic approach to life:  I don’t engage in unrealistic “If I win the lottery…” discussions, I don’t create unreal scenarios into which I imaginarily insert myself**, and I never ever wish to be – or pretend to be – anybody else but who I am.

**as model-perfect, as superhero, as Empress of the World, etc.
(Okay, maybe the Empress thing. But rarely.)

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Exquisite Pain

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man's naked thigh and arm with muscles tensed from arousal

 

Not yet.

I know how badly you want to. I can see it in your blurred-black dilated gaze, hear it in your torn-breath gasp, feel it in the tensed flex of your thigh muscles jumping beneath my skin.

And your cock…

Swollen. Veined. Straining at the slightest brush of air. Hot to the touch.

Ohhh, and I have been touching, haven’t I? With tight fist and fingertips and soft-secret lips, I have stroked and teased and kissed until…

Well. Just look at you.

Flushed. Trembling.

Desperate.

I can read your pulse in the the throb of your shaft, in the echoing quiver of your abdomen, in the repetitious flutter of your arteries at the sensitive joinings of pelvis and leg, shoulder and neck.

I know what you want.

But the answer, my love, is No.

Not yet.

 

 

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Libation

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I am fortifying temptation and dark, rich flavor; a siren song calling you forth toward day; bracing comfort and tantalizing fortitude.

A delectable provocation.
Temptation to your taste buds.

Swallow the wakening burn of my liquid hot. Feel the sear of my heat unfurl its tendrils in your belly, sting its awareness piquant through your veins. Savor the taste of my liquescent elixir flavoring your tongue, the scent of my essence suffusing your morning insufflations with delicious enticement.

Let me revive you, relax you, bittersweet-smooth and aromatic.

Drink me with half-unfocused greedy pleasure, with unrestrained valleity.

Because you want to, because it is imperative.
Because to not would be unfathomable.

Sip.
Taste.

Imbibe.

Reach for me as you would your morning coffee, spicy-warm and full bodied, and you will find that I am just as intensely flavorful…

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