Un-Bear-Able

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In the summer of 2006, our two-year-old cat had to be put down due to cancer.

Feeling unable/un-ready to go home after it was over, my husband and I took the dog – who was, like our now-deceased cat, a rescue animal (I have spent a lifetime rescuing animals and cannot abide people who abuse or abandon them) – and headed for the hills.

Literally, the hills. We drove first to the (foot)hills, then just… kept… going…

Eventually we reached a small mountain town with an old fashioned motorists’ lodge — several small studio-style cabins set roughly a quarter acre apart from one another surrounded a main house — and when we stopped, the stout taciturn owner said “Certainly do” when we asked whether she had one of those cabins available for the night.

She was happy (‘happy’ might be putting too fine a point on it; in actuality her expression was more along the lines of ‘less-scowly’) to allow the dog to stay with us (which was, of course, the only option we had — if she’d turned us away, we would’ve had a long drive home), warning only to “watch out for bears” when we took Lil Miss Pup out for a walk.

The first walk came later in the evening, when – having driven further north – we walked the dog around the still-snowy (in July!) landscape surrounding an alpine lake.

On our return drive, headed back to the cabin, I spotted out my passenger-side window the form of an animal loping alongside the road. Only its backside was in my line of vision, but upon seeing the wagging tale my heart lurched. I told my husband to slow the car and prepared to get out, thinking, “Some sonofabitch has has abandoned their dog up here!” (I am a Rescuer of Animals, remember)…

And then, as I was opening up my car door…

The ‘dog’ turned around.

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Elust #132

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Image courtesy of Mrs Fever

Welcome to Elust 132-

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~ This Month’s Top Three Posts ~

Bisexuality, Shame and The Kiss That Never Was

Can I touch you like that?

I’m Not A Very Good Masturbator

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~ Featured Posts by our Guest Editor ~

Lillith Avir

Sex is great, but…
Free from Section 28

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The only “personal growth” I’m experiencing is around my waist line.

image via Unsplash!

That joke about gaining “the Covid 19”? It’s no joke!

I know I’m not alone in this, but over the past few months, I’ve put on weight.

It’s not something I’m happy about, especially given how long and hard I worked to take my excess weight off, but it’s A Thing nonetheless.

I’m big on personal responsibility. It’s not anyone’s fault but my own if I eat poorly; I have nobody to blame but myself if I gain weight as a result.

And before you start with your “But it’s the pandemic…” responses, or “It’s because THE WORLD…” excuses — NOPE.

It’s me.

Has the pandemic affected me? Yes.

How?

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Reminiscences: Musings in Memoir — Prompt #8

PROMPT #8 — ANIMAL

I think I could turn and live with the animals, they are so placid and self-contained,
I stand and look at them long and long.

They do not sweat and whine about their condition,
They do not lie awake in the dark and weep for their sins,
They do not make me sick discussing their duty to God,
Not one is dissatisfied, not one is demented with the mania of owning things,
Not one kneels to another, nor to his kind that lived thousands of years ago,
Not one is respectable or unhappy over the whole earth.

Walt Whitman (Song of Myself)

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Animal: There are many to choose from, found in habitats and living in conditions strange to humans. They are domestic and wild, tame and feral, ancient and newborn. Animals can be companions (pets) or work tools (think: farm horses), and fall in several places on the food chain.

Animal *instincts* are generally considered atavistic impulses, but analogous language exists for the comparison of animal behaviors with a variety of human characteristics. Personality-wise — Someone who is hawk-like, for example, displays very different behaviors than a person who is bovine. Physically — A visual can easily be conjured of someone’s hairdo using animal references (a cockatoo has a very different look than a wild roan, for instance), or eye glare (eagle-eyed) or wha-wha-wha…? mouthing in stupidity or disbelief (like a guppy).

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